Although Spring symbolizes a lot; all the rebirth and everything, it’s happening all the time anyway. Sometimes we have trouble letting go, stepping outside our comfort zone and hoping that the trust built up over the years in [God?, the Universe?, Karma?] will carry us through the worst times after we get honest. Often I even wonder if a parallel universe of some kind exists that prayer or trust pushes me into where my search or problem is resolved.
So, want to experience a really big transformation? Here’s a profound quote: “If you want to change, stand still. Everything around you will do the changing.” You don’t really need to try to figure out the new thing; it will come to you. I’m blinded by the light, wondering why am I not partaking in the fruits of all this change like some people are. What the hey, all this new transformational stuff going on around me should be blazingly apparent.
I think the answer (shouted at us from somewhere) is “You ARE gaining from these changes! You just don’t see it because you’re in denial that you’re getting better! Let go!” So maybe I’m coming around to seeing that “staying the course” is “standing still” and IS changing. In fact, the only way to hear it is to be still and listen for the instructions. shhhhh…..